So I kinda had a breakdown today. I won't go into all the details behind it (though many of them are completely legitimate), but if you know me.. you know that my emotions aren't always on a perfectly even keel. One day I feel like I've got the world on a string and then the next I'm sitting on the grass in Seattle Center blubbering on the phone to my mom about how I'll probably die alone so she should give up on grandkids now. (Oh how I wish I were joking).
Basically, 2 years of making less than minimum wage coupled with the harsh realization that even the best in this field are barely scraping by most of the time.... it will drive a girl crazy. crying-to-mom-on-the-phone-in-a-public-place crazy.
When I got home tonight I saw that my pastor had updated his blog. "Breaking the Stress Barrier" is the title of this week's post. Perfect timing, wouldn't you say?